Be bad, unworthy of a mother? With such thoughts started to descend into depression.
The answer came unexpectedly at the end of the second trimester, was taken to hospital with threatened preterm labor; dropper, medicine and hospital bed became my friends for two long weeks.
And then, when lay in my temples throbbed, "threat, a threat," .. suddenly understood. realized that not one living under my heart that man and he is in danger. In the horror of irreparable loss, suddenly realized all.
Realized that my world has changed and will never be the same, I'm responsible to the child, who was wearing, not because "as necessary", but simply because it is.
Left the hospital and they told me that I was different ... you wait for the findings? Probably, they would not be here. Someone feels that would be at heart a child still in the process of copulation with a loved one, someone - when contractions begin .
It will come to each. Do not worry and torment myself with questions: Defective, if the stomach is th-th, and still run, jump and do not understand?. All will come by itself, but rather let it do so not through the hospital corridors. Tell me, how and awareness of pregnancy has come to you. See also:
The answer came unexpectedly at the end of the second trimester, was taken to hospital with threatened preterm labor; dropper, medicine and hospital bed became my friends for two long weeks.
And then, when lay in my temples throbbed, "threat, a threat," .. suddenly understood. realized that not one living under my heart that man and he is in danger. In the horror of irreparable loss, suddenly realized all.
Realized that my world has changed and will never be the same, I'm responsible to the child, who was wearing, not because "as necessary", but simply because it is.
Left the hospital and they told me that I was different ... you wait for the findings? Probably, they would not be here. Someone feels that would be at heart a child still in the process of copulation with a loved one, someone - when contractions begin .
It will come to each. Do not worry and torment myself with questions: Defective, if the stomach is th-th, and still run, jump and do not understand?. All will come by itself, but rather let it do so not through the hospital corridors. Tell me, how and awareness of pregnancy has come to you. See also:
